Happiness

Hahaha! Nakakainis yung PEOPLE YOU KNOW sa facebook. Biglang lumabas ex ko. Bigla akong kinabahan. Ano bang ibig sabihin nun? Hahaha! Di kasi kami friends sa facebook after what happened. Pero wala lang. Viniew ko siya. Hindi ako nasaktan. Hindi nagflashback lahat ng memories. Wala lang. Basta lang kinabahan ako. At namiss ko siya. Haayy. Nakakakaba pala ang ganun pag nakikita mo ang ex mo. Hahaha! Hindi ko naman kasi siya blinock sa FB. Sa phone ko lang and sa mga chats sa phone. Pero para sakin, okay naman kami. Nagpaalam naman siya sakin. At sinabi niyang hindi na niya ako mahal. At tanggap ko naman na yun na di na kami para sa isa't isa.. Pero nakakabigla lang na lumalabas ulit siya sa buhay ko. Hahaha! Alam kong walang meaning yan. At di ko lalagyan ng meaning. Dahil wala lang yan. Ohh well, whatever it is.. I'm happy right now. May lovelife man o wala, okay lang sakin. Di naman ako nabubuhay para sa lovelife lang. Para rin sa mga friends and family =...

I’ve seen it happen way too many times: The nice guy loses the girl for being exactly who he is. What’s even worse is if he’s really the nice guy, he’s going to lose her and say nothing about it. He’ll accept it as something she truly wants and give her his best wishes, as she walks away being everything he could ever want. On behalf of all the nice guys out there, this is to the girl who walked out on the best thing that ever happened to her: Dear Girl Who Walked Away, It’s not like you weren’t aware of what you were getting yourself into. He told you he was nice. He trusted easily and gave you all he could when he could. The nice guy believes in doing things right. He was there when you needed him to be, and he went out of his way to make sure you knew just how much you could mean to someone. We live in a generation where we all have to wear masks and play parts to make it through the battlefield of dating in the 21st century. There is no such thing as giving i...

31 na ko. =) Just wanna say thank you everyone =) lalo na mga bumati. Mga hindi pa, may isang oras pa kayo para batiin ako =) Thank you sa mga nagmamahal sakin. Nag-iMessage, Whatsapp, Viber, Email and Texts! Super dami niyo. Ayoko na isa-isahin =) Pero may special mention ako. Hello my! =) thank you ulit sa gift! And thank you sa video kanina umaga na talagang pinangiti at pinatawa mo ko. I love you always! =)  Wish ko lang ngayon? Peace of mind and happiness. Sa career kasi, okay na ko. Sa lovelife, okay na rin ako kahit SINGLE pa ko. At hindi MARRIED. Sa family, healthy naman sila =) Thank you Lord God. Grinant na ni God yung sign na hinihingi ko sakanya today! I know may 1hour pa para dun sa sign. Pero alam ko. Binigay mo na yung sign na gusto ko =) thank you, Lord. 31 years. More happiness.  More love.

"Every little thing she does is magic.. Everything she do just turns me on.. Even though my life before was tragic.. Now I know my love for her goes on.." Another gift from that one person who never get tired of me.. It's the little things you do that mean the most. It's not about the money you spend it's about the time you invest. It's not about you taking me nor there but the time we share. You accept me for who I am and not for what I have. You're the best in the world. Alam ko namang bumili ka nito para makabawi sakin dahil di mo ko binati last year! Hahaha. Pero thank you! Kasi kahit hindi sa mga bagay na binibigay mo, nagbibigay ka sakin ng walang humpay na kaligayahan. =) alam mo na yan kung ano yang mga yan. Sorry kung madalas inaaway kita. Pero salamat kasi nasa buhay kita. At lagi mong tatandaan na mahal kita. Salamat sa regalo. PS: sorry kung di ko pinapabasa messages mo sakin. Selfish ako. Akin lang un. Hahaha. =) I love you. Mig...

30. Woaaahh!! Damn! That's my age. Hahaha. But do I look like 30? I don't think so. Hahaha. So I'm doing my year end birthday special blog. June 7, 2014. Last day na ng pagiging 30 ko. 31 na ko bukas. Hahaha. Hindi ako excited. Hindi rin ako malungkot. Sakto lang. Pero dapat makapagpakasal na ko. Hahaha! Tumatanda na ko eh. Hmm, ano bang dapat sabihin sa ganitong blog? Unang una, gusto kong magpasalamat kay God. Super roller coaster yung 30yrs ko sa mundo. May mga ups and downs. Pero di niya ako pinabayaan. Lagi parin akong may natatanggap na blessing mula sakanya. Kahit minsan nakakalimutan ko na siya.. pangalawa, sa parents ko. Aba. Dahil sa pagmamahal nila, nabuo ako. Hehe. At dahil sakanila, kaya masasabi kong better man ako. Sa kapatid ko na mahal na mahal ako. Minsan di mo man maramdaman pagiging kuya ko, alam mo naman.. mahal kita higit pa sa kahit kanino. Hahaha. At sa buong pamilya ko.. sobrang masaya ako na naging pamilya ko kayo.. simula sa mga tito and tit...

One of the saddest moment to ng buhay ko. Hayaan niyo muna akong magdrama dito sa blog ko na to. Haayy. Di ko alam dapat kong sabihin or what. Pero hindi ko expect na ganito pala kasakit yun. Nagbbrowse kasi ako ng old phone ko. And madami akong nakitang picture memories. Parang mejo napagtagpi-tagpi ko na ang sitwasyon. At tama nga ako. Hindi ako minahal ng taong matagal kong minahal. Matagal kong naging inspirasyon. Okay sakin kung hindi na ko mahal. Pero yung nalaman ko, hindi pala ako minahal. Ni minsan. Wala lang. Ngayon alam ko na. Mejo masakit lang sa part ko. Kasi alam ko naman naging totoo ako sa feelings ko for her. Siguro nga may times na nasaktan ko siya, (not sure kung talagang nasaktan ko siya) kasi nga sabi ko di niya ako minahal. I really want to cry. Pero parang walang lumalabas na luha sa mata ko. Di ko alam kung bakit. Pero alam kong hindi ako galit sakanya. Ayokong sayangin yung buhay ko para magalit lang sakanya. Napanuod ko nga yung showtime nung isang ara...

1. She will not try to catch your attention. 2. She will not fight for you anymore. 3. She won’t reply your message as quickly anymore. 4. She won’t try to keep the conversation going anymore. 5. She will not care anymore. 6. She’s no longer jealous. 7. She will flirt and talk to other guys. 8. She’s no longer care if you care or not anymore. 9. She’s no longer goes to your profile and whine to people about how happy you’re, talking to other girls. 10. She will give up on trying to make you love her, because she finally realize that she deserves better. And you will miss her. Miss the way she cared about you. Miss the way she loved you. And you have lost her. So don’t take any girls for granted, if you love her, let her know before she gives up

Advance birthday gift from someone =) hahaha! Just wanna say thank you. Thank you for being there for me always! For being my strength! And everything. I'm speechless and surprised. Thank you so much. Love you! =) If someone would ask me.. Bakit blur yung message? Sinadja ko yan. Gusto ko kasi sarili ko lang yung Message niya. Madamot ako eh. Thank you, My.. =)

Sabi nila, pag daw sinabi ng babae na di ka na mahal, wag kang maniwala.. hahaha. Ako? Naniniwala ako na kapag sinabi niya yon, hindi na talaga.. pano naman siya magkakaron ng lakas ng loob na sabihin yun kung mahal ka pa niya? Naniniwala kasi kayo sa sabi sabi kaya madalas nadidisappoint kayo. Pero ang totoo? Kapag sinabi ng babae yun, totoo yun. Hindi ka na niya mahal. May iba na siya. Hello!! Hindi ka perfect para hindi ka ipagpalit sa iba na mas better sayo. Hahaha. Nung isang araw, nakipagtalo ako.. sabi ko, ikaw bakit nasabi mo yung ganun na hindi mo na ko mahal? Kung hindi totoo. Sabi niya, makulit daw kasi ako. At di ko siya titigilan pag di niya sinabi yun.. Sabi ko, ibig sabihin, gusto mo rin naman na sabihin yun eh.. db tama ako? Kasi ako, sa isang ex ko.. sinabi ko naren yan. Tinext ko siya.. sabi ko, itext niya ako at sabihin sakin na hindi na niya ako mahal para di na ko magtetext sakanya forever. Ayun. Walang sagot. Ni ha ni ho. Atleast alam ko talaga na mahal niya pare...

One morning, I’m going to wake up and look at you and say we should go board a train to anywhere. To everywhere. I hope you’re ready. I want to travel, go across the country, stop off at random cities, point to the next one we should visit blindly on the map as we’re drowning diner food in sticky syrup in Wherever, USA. I want to be a tourist with you, and discover all the sort of cheesy, wonderful things these small towns are proud of, the little crevices and fields and mom ‘n pop shops that maybe the rest of the country will never discover. They will just be ours. I want to claim untold acres with you. I’m going to want to stay out until closing time. Let’s do it a few times, when it’s just you and me and the bartender, and we all bond over the makeshift iPod stereo and slow dance to songs that should never be slow danced to, but we’re a little fuzzy and a little buzzed and a lot happy, so it won’t matter. We’ll each take turns telling the bartender — this stranger w...

said it was over and im slowly delayed but deep inside there's this awful pain im feeling  i wonder when it will end  when can love start again  told myself that you probably need some time and  maybe then you would come to change your mind but  now i know i was wrong  guess i gotta be strong.. i gotta move on  though in time things will heal in my heart  but right now im just falling apart yeah  if i knew that you still love me  i could.. undo the pain i caused and i would  take it all away so you'd stay  but its too late for that  coz your not coming back ...no more ohhhhhh  so much i'll never have the chance to say  though im still hopin that you come back one day but  dont know why i pretend  when i know in my heart i wont se...

"So easy to say the words goodbye, so hard to let the feelings die" Isa yan sa favorite line ko sa kantang starting over again and FINALLY! Napanood ko din ang Starting Over Again. Hindi ko napigilan. Iyak ako ng iyak. Para akong tanga. Si Toni G. Kasi eh. At si Piolo. Parang meron na kong ipapalit sa One More Chance at It takes a man and a woman. Hahaha. Naka-relate ba ako? Yes. In many ways. May natutunan ba ako? Marami. May narealized ba ako? Natural. Isa isahin ko yung naka-relate ako, natutunan ko, at narealized ko.. 1. November 25 and December 25. The date is so special for me. Yung December, iba pa dun yung kasi pasko. Basta. Hahaha. Ayun. Anlakas talaga eh! Pati dates, kabisado! Yung sa It takes a man and a woman, may date din dun na talaga naman ohh!! hahaha! 2. Naiintindihan ko na lahat ng ex ko bakit nahihirapan silang magbigay ng closure before. Kasi sa totoo lang, mahirap pala. Wala ako sa sit...