Happiness

I’m dedicating this song to a good person. I know you know who you are. Thank you for being always there. I have previously thought that I have been in love, but then you came along, took my hand and educated me further into learning as to what love REALLY is. I have so much to thank you for. Thank you for believing in me when I could see no light. Thank you for picking me up when I fell and for kissing the tears off of my face. Thank you for giving me the freedom to tell you how I feel without feeling scared of your reaction. Thank you for your respect of my thoughts and feelings. I just wanted to thank you! You know, I don't think you realize how much you inspire me. I am so proud of the person you've become and are becoming. I understand you've been through a lot and you've made not the best of choices, but I can see that you have grown. Though truthfully, I've always known from the very first time I met you to know that you were a strong person....

It's  too late. It's been years now. I had moved on, but I can't forget the pain you gave me. You had me at my best but you just throw it away. And my new girl? She had me at my worst, but still she loves me like I'm the perfect guy in the world.

"Walang madali sa pagmu-move on!!" Isa sa mga nadinig ko na sinabi ng kasakay ko sa eroplano.. Tsk. Move on na naman ang topic!? Bakit ba kasi ang hirap gawin pero andaling sabihin!?? Nakakapagpabagabag. Ayan. Madaling gawin. Mahirap sabihin. Bakit pa kasi madaling sabihin ang move on? Sana madali na lang siyang gawin. Para lahat ng tao, madaling mag-move on.. Yung tipong one month. Hahaha! Di naman kasi totoo yang 3month rule na yan. Pucha! Pa-3month 3month rule pa. Yung iba nga jan, inaayos pa nila ang relasyon nila.. Lumalandi na at nagpapaligaw sa iba.. O wala akong gustong patamaan ahh. Pero kung tamaan man kayo, di ko na kasalanan yun. Hehehe! Pero seryoso!! Sinasabi ng iba, mas madali daw mag-move on ang lalaki. Jusko. Kung alam niyo lang.. Lalaki nga ang pinaka-nahihirapan mag-move on. Nag-survey ako actually.. Out of 10 people, 7 people ang nagsabi na mahirap mag-move on ang guy.. Eh kasi naman eh.. Akala ng iba.. Porket may kasamang ba...

I wasn't able to watch all the performance last night. But thank God there's a music video in Youtube. So I was able to watch and listen.. All I can say is.. ANG GALING!!!! And masasabi ko talaga na lahat ng bagay, may pinanggagalingan.. Hindi lahat ng kanta, isinulat kasi wala lang. Lalo na sa lovesongs.. Haayy. I really do appreciate Filipino songs today especially Aiza's song.. "Anong nangyari sa ating dalawa" I know everyone right now feel what I felt when I heard the song.. Ang sakit. Kasi its all about You and Me. Hindi yung ikaw lang.. Hindi yung ako lang.. You and me.. Sino ba may kasalanan? Ako na maraming pagkukulang o ikaw na bumitaw agad? Whatta lyrics! Infairness, totoo yun eh. There's always a question. Sino ba kasi ang dapat sisihin? Actually, wala dapat. Dahil tapos na. Pero the song really explains everything about the relationship na NASAYANG.  Pero yun talaga eh.. May mga bagay na nakakapangsisi pero di na ...

    We had the right love At the wrong time Guess I always knew inside I wouldn't have you for a long time Those dreams of yours Are shining on distant shores And if they're calling you away I have no right to make you stay But somewhere down the road Our roads are gonna cross again It doesn't really matter when But somewhere down the road I know that heart of yours Will come to see That you belong with me Sometimes good-byes are not forever It doesn't matter if you're gone I still believe in us together I understand more than you think I can You have to go out on your own So you can find your way back home And somewhere down the road Our roads are gonna cross again It doesn't really matter when But somewhere down the road I know that heart of yours Will come to see That you belong with me Letting go is just another way to say I'll always love you so We had the right love At the wrong time Maybe we've only just...

Some days I'm so happy to be alive, but there are the other days where I wish I could just die. It may seem that I'm happy all the time, But I feel like I need to sit in the corner and cry. People trust me and think i need to help everybody's needs, but I'd rather cut myself to make myself bleed. My friends don't know the real me,  I don't think they wanna see. But there is something they don't know about me, and it may be hard for them to believe. But I have to say because I will always pray, to die a sudden death, with my very last breath..  

Maybe this time.. Love won't end..

Why do Anticipation and Gullibility go hand in hand? If you put these things together, they can make a fool out of a man They pick up his pride and smack it down into the ground Then he slowly picks it back up without making a sound Not a sound has been made as he goes about his day keeping the same pace It hurts him to hide the pain… but it hurts worst to show it on his face His mind won’t let him do it His mind says “We’ll get through it” His appearance is smooth, while his heart is in ruins He knows how to make all the pain inside him go away All of her attention given tp him for only 1 day It’s all that he needs In order to succeed But the only attention that he’s ever going to receive Is from Anticipation And Gullibility

PANTYZONED - isang sitwasyon kung saan ginagawa ka lang niyang PANAKIP BUTAS. WIWIZONED - pinakilig ka lang niya, nainlove ka na agad. KOYAZONED - kapatid lang ang turing niya sayo. WIFIZONED - ang relasyon niyo ay parang signal ng wifi ng kapitbahay.. Minsan malakas ang connection, minsan mahina. pero madalas, PATAY. RHADZONED - nainlove at nafall ka sa isang taong sa internet mo lang nakilala. Madalas mangyari sa tumblr. CORAZONED - minahal mo siya sa kabila ng kanyang ASWANG na pag-uugali at itsura. DAWN ZONE-UETA - kinarga at binuhat ka niya sa panahong down na down at problemado ka. Mahal mo siya, mahal ka niya.. Kaya lang taken na kayo pareho. GERALD ANDERZONED - syinota ng ex mo ang matalik mong kaibigan. Gaya ng nangyari kay Maja Salvador at Kim Chiu. DONUTZONED - for the girls, matapos ka niyang butasan at makuha ang gusto, bigla ka na lang niyang iiwan.

"and now I see that you're so happy.. It just sets me free.. ... You're inlove.. That's the way.. It should be.. Cause I want you to be happy.. =) You're inlove.. And I know that you're not inlove with me.. Its enough for me to know that you're inlove.. Now I let you go" Positive ng song na to. =) nadinig ko lang to sa isang web page ng friend ko.. So pinakinggan ko.. Yan pala message. =) Ang positive. Kasi happy na siya na may iba na yung taong mahal niya.. Kahit na parang plastik?? Hahaha. =) May mga ganun talagang tao. Willing mag-let go makita lang na masaya yung taong mahal nila.. Pakinggan niyo to habang binabasa niyo blog ko.. Para kahit papano, naiintindihan niyo yung sinasabi ko.. Pero alam niyo? Sa totoo lang?? Ang hirap magpanggap na masaya ka na may iba na yung taong mahal mo.. Wala lang. Syempre. Umaasa ka na ikaw ang magpapasaya sakanya eh.. Tapos biglang may iba.. Umaasa ka na ikaw lang gusto niya.....

Sabi nila, isa raw sa pinakamahirap eh yung mag-let go ka.. Ng ano? Ng tao o ng feelings? Eh almost same lang yun db? Kanino mo nararamdaman yung feelings? Dun sa tao. Pero alam niyo, may pagkakaiba yun. Pag ang tao mismo ang nile-let go mo, ibig sabihin.. Binibigay mo lang sakanya ang freedom niya. Wala kayong commitment, wala kang pakialam sa mga pwedeng gawin niya.. Pero the love is still there. Andun pa rin yung inaalala mo siya. Kung kumain na ba siya.. Baka di pa. Kung nainom niya na ba yung vitamins niya sa oras.. Pero pag feelings ang ni-let go mo.. Yun!!! Yun ang mahirap! Kasi ang nararamdaman natin sa isang tao.. Matagal mawala.. Minsan nga kahit matagal ng panahon na tapos ang relasyon niyo, hindi mo ma-let go yung feelings mo.. Yun ang masakit. Yung nararamdaman kasi natin ang nagpapasakit eh.. Hindi yung tao. Pero sa totoo lang, ang hirap hirap hirap!!! Minsan nga gusto mo na lang magkaron ng amnesia para mawala sa sistema mo.. Para syempre. Di mo maisip. Kaya l...

I look in the mirror, with you in my arms And I see a reflection Of a smile that says you believe in love And just for a moment, I drifted away But I couldn't stay 'cause A hint of love, a bit of fear I'm tryin' to say If I were you, I wouldn't be here If I were you I would stay right where you are I wouldn't come near this broken heart Just turn around and leave here And find someone who won't hurt you Make sure that she still believes in love 'Cause I think my heart has given up If I were you, I wouldn't be here Ooh yeah I'm tryin' to protect you From the lies that your heart tells Even though it says that you love me All I see is pain and misery Seasons may change But I can't forget the days of old My heart ached when you walked away I said I'd never love again If I were you, I wouldn't be here If I were you I would stay right where you are I wouldn't c...

Naranasan niyo na ba yung.. Sabi ng isang tao sayo.. Mahal ka daw niya. Pero di mo maramdaman na totoo yun? Ako? Oo. Naramdaman ko na.. Ramdam na ramdam. Minsan, di ko alam bakit kailangan pang sabihin.. Di naman kaya iparamdam. Para kang tanga na naniniwala na mahal ka niya pero hindi mo maramdaman.. Haayy. Hindi ko maramdaman na mahal mo ko.. Bat ganun? Tapos may iba.. Sasabihin sayo.. Di ka na mahal. Pero ramdam na ramdam mo mahal ka pa rin niya.. Yung kahit alam mong may iba na siya, alam mong ikaw pa rin? Kahit na paulit ulit niyang sabihin na hindi ka mahal eh.. Pucha! Ramdam mo naman na ikaw pa rin (hindi sa mayabang or mapagmalaki or feeling) pero hindi mo naman mararamdaman ang isang bagay kung hindi pinaparamdam eh.. Db? Masakit lang eh. Kaya minsan, di mo rin alam pano mo ilulugar ang lahat. Minsan, napapa-shot ka na lang sa sitwasyon.. Pero ano bang dapat gawin pag ganito?? May kilala ako. Babae siya. Ilang beses na niyang sinabi sa guy na h...

You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind Instead of slamming down the phone girl, for the hundredth time I got your number on my wall, but I ain't gonna make that call When divided we stand baby, united we fall Got the time got a chance gonna make it Got my hands on your heart gonna take it All I know I can't fight this flame You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby, time after time Without you One night alone Is like a year without you baby Do you have a heart of stone Without you Can't stop the hurt inside When love and hate collide I don't wanna fight no more, I don't know what we're fighting for When we treat each other baby, like an act of war I could tell a million lies and it would come as no surprise When the truth is like a stranger, hits you right between the eyes There's a time and a place and a reason And I know I got a love...